Waiting for a miracle.

Assalamualaikum 

I was a little girl. I was. Now I'm all grown up. Grow as a 'tough'  A tough little girl
The fact that I am sestarian now. I am. Shaterred
Aida,
"you left me at the edge of cliff, you were supposed to fall with me we were supposed to fall together"
The moment we have to beg "Ya Allah, aku jeles dengan dia. aku nak bahagia jugak. aku nak ketawa macam dia jugak"
Perasaan nya bila kita hidup macam mayat hidup No words I miss the old me.
I'm falling apart,  someone, anyone, please hold me together.