Only tears

Assalamualaikum   I love you, I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore I don't even have the right to get close to you Don't love me  I don't have the ease of being able to give you my heart I live everyday beyond my strength each day is too much for me so I cry Oh I, I don't have anything that I can give you but, I'm missing you I can't even give you loving words but I'm misssing you I can't even boldly wish for you to be mine but I'm missing you So I push you away because I'm a guy who has nothing but his own heart I'm holding back eventhough it hurts even tears are a luxury for me I don't even have a right to look at you so don't look at me I know that my heart is at wherever you are close enough that our breath can touch always in the same place Oh I, I don't have anything that I can give you but I'm missing you I can't even give you loving words but I'm missing you I can't even boldly wish for you to be mine but I'm missing you so, I push you away more than anyone else in this world, I love you so, I hold back Oh I, I can't hold your hand but I'm missing you I'm worried I might just have my tears to hold on so, I'm missing you I can't tell you to stay with me but, I'm missing you It's to much but, in the end because I'm a guy who has nothing but his own heart. -Infinite only tears-